Today is *the* day. I am 6w1d (6w2d according to last wks u/s). My appointment for Pineapples heartbeat.
I am feeling really nauseous and have been throwing up almost daily. I *feel* pregnant but until I hear that heart beat I wont be able to sleep.
My son has croup. Thanks to the irresponsible mothers who take their children to parties when they are sick!!! I was nervous so I mentioned I was pregnant to the pediatrician and he assured me that although I may get a sore throat (feeling that today actually) it wont affect the baby. He said baby, not fetus, not embryo..BABY! Too bad more people do not think like him.
Back to today's appointment, I wont be going until my husband gets home around 430. That is like 5+hrs of waiting and then more waiting in the waiting room...I feel like all I have been doing for months is waiting...waiting and waiting!
Ive been feeling pretty positive about this pregnancy. In a way I wonder if that will be taken from me, all I need to have my world rocked is hearing there is no HB...Ive heard that before and I know what that can do to someone.
I wish women's bellies turned see through once you got a BFP so you can just take a look yourself to make sure things are going the way they should.
If all goes as planned I will announce the pregnancy to who ever doesnt already know. Waiting til its "safe" for me is delivery anyway and with the summer around the corner, there will be no way I can hide this mountain (please let me become a mountain!!!!)
If you are the praying type, pray that I hear a nice strong HB today. Pray my little pineapple gets to come home and grow up with his/her older brother...pray I can get through this pregnancy without a nervous breakdown...thank you <3 will update with the dr appt results as soon as I can
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